Generations

I thought this was a great look into the comparison of all 3 generations, the hippies, generation x, and generation "what" as I refer to this generation by. "What" meaning people don't know what the hell they are fighting for, don't know who they are, and are afraid to change the world because they don't know how to direct their angers and fears.

Actors

Actors are some of the most courageous people on the face of the Earth. They deal with more rejection in one year than most people do in an entire lifetime. Every day, actors face the financial challenge of living a freelance lifestyle, the disrespect of people who think they should get “real jobs”, and their own fear that they’ll never work again. Every day they have to ignore the possibility that their vision to which they have dedicated their lives to is a pipe dream. With every passing year, many of them watch as the other people their age achieve the predictable milestones of normal lives – the car, the family, the house, the nest egg.

Negativity

Man, I am so fucking sick of negativity. And yeah I’m fucking negative. (Pin a rose on your nose you fucking called somebody out on their shit.) Sick of it. Fuck it. Complain complain mother fucking complain. It’s fucking attention grabbing bullshit. If I post some stupid shit whining about something unimportant that I’m feeling sorry for myself about, then somebody comments on it, it’s validation, it’s attention. But it’s also detrimental.

These fucking motivational speakers selling books and shit all preaching the same things in different words. All they’re saying is: Whatever you envision is what you get. So fuck it. Surrender your disbelief and envision you being a better person.

And, fuck, that sounded cheesy. Listen, I don’t want to see you and have you do some shit to me and then when I say “Fuck you,” you say “I thought you weren’t being negative.” Because Jesus Christ you missed it. You missed the God damned mother fucking point. I’ll reserve my negativity just for people like you. People who don’t do shit but just react to what other people are doing, God dammit. God dammit. You stupid piece of shit. I just want…

Vent. Do that. Vent. Because complaining is so fucking self-indulgent. Also, don’t be that kid from Whitest Kids U Know who writes himself in the lead part in every sketch (I watched like 12 of them last night). Please. Because other people make up 99.99999999999999999 percent of your bullshit.

I want to scream for the rest of my life. I want to listen to this song and fucking scream along with the bass line until we make opposite notes or octaves or whatever and it makes a dial tone sort of sound and physical matter turns into energy and we all dissolve back into atoms. Like Jupiter or something. Fucking peace. Contentment. That’s all I want. And a cigarette.

Readers

lekkki1 (1 month ago)

pj is a voracious reader, of multiple genres, and a significant intellectual. Almost all of her songs have literary genus. (check out her song "the garden" and let me know who you think she is singing about) My world is definitely a better and smaller place due to her music, compassion and worldliness.