Pornography

The real irony here is that the author imagines that she poses a significant threat to the patriarchy. I hate to break it to the author, but the author is serving and utterly re-inscribing the power of the patriarchy with every exchange of her sexual labor for money. The patriarchy is based on a power differential in which one party, women, are the underclass, those without, those who come second and the ones who serve. In this exchange, you are entering the commodity relation as the weaker party, the party who needs money, the one who must sell her sexual labor as a commodity. Don't forget that is is the patriarchy that has the power and the money to "command" your labor as such. Any worker can imagine that their sale of the labor commodity "empowers" them. But the objective conditions are otherwise. Objectively, there is no parity between you and the patriarchy that employs you. You are the one in need of money; the sex industry is the one with the money. You are the one who must work; the sex industry is the one who profits from your labor by selling the surplus value extracted at the point of labor, your labor. You are paid a fixed wage, I would imagine, while the sex industry reaps profit for doing nothing.

You can believe what you want to believe; but your belief is actually false consciousness. You're being exploited just like every other worker, and in this case, in a much more intimate way. Your body is literally becoming the spectacle of the commodity, a commodity that obscures the real social relations between people, the people who made it. Your sexual spectacle is being erected to dazzle others with a false sense of participation in an act from which they are ultimately alienated, objectively.

This is not a moral judgment. It is an economic and social analysis. In the end, you are a worker, a laborer, the one exploited. The sex industry, the emblem of the patriarchy, is the one profiting from your work. I don't feel sorry for you. I just think that you are seeing life as if through a camera obscura: upside-down and inside-out.